A story to share..

'Innamal a'malubinniat'.. "sesungguhnya setiap amalan perbuatan adalah dinilai mengikut niat"..

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Dah lama sangat dah rasanya x post blog...antara sebabnya ialah kekangan masa & x tau nak tulis apa haha..
Hmm hari ni nak cerita pasal pengalaman minggu ni la hehe..
Hari tu ada jumpa seorang patient masa on call kt ward..sebelum tu ikut specialist buat ward round & bila sampai kat bed aku, baru aku perasan rupanya ada patient baru admit kat bed tu.. masa mula2 pergi kat mak cik tu, agak takut jgak la sebab muka mak cik tu tak nampak mesra sangat..mungkin dia tengah sakit kot, ..with Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, we approached her..nasib baik jugak la ada seorang kawan lain teman aku...mula2 mak cik tu macam tak berapa nak jawab soalan kitorang..syukurla ada anak perempuan dia yang baik dan mesra..umur dia setahun lg tua dr kitorang..kebanyakan soaln kitorang anak dia yg jawab...ok, alhmdulillah we got 'almost' complete history about the patient...a little history about the patient: mak cik tu ad rasa sakit kat periumbilical region dia..first it comes with a swelling as big as a ping pong ball, then few days before admission, the swelling turns to become red and very painful.. we guess that it is an abscess..
The next day, she went for an operation & i guess it is a saucerization of an abscess..the final diagnosis is an anterior abdominal wall abscess..
Then, on day 2 post-ops, I went to the bed again alone & saw she was still there..I'm really happy because I was able to meet her again before she went home..However, something happened and it really makes me down..i felt so sad...myb mak cik tu x ingat dh kot muka aku...she looked at me like i'm going to clerk her again..huhu I tried to be nice & asked her condition but she answered me like she doesn't like me.. Ya Allah, i felt so embarrassed because she answered me like that..with a very sad feeling, i went off from the ward.. the incidence changed my emotion abruptly till i felt so embarrassed to clerk other patients..then i went off without clerking even one patient.
Am I too sensitive? aku selalu macam ni..aku tak suka layan orang dengan buruk sebab aku jugak tak suka dilayan begitu..
Pengajarannya...I have to be strong..Hati kita Allah yang pegang..Aku doakan agar Allah Ta'ala lembutkan hati mak cik tu & semoga mak cik tu cepat sembuh..And the lesson for me: whoever we think we are, always remember that kita hanyalah seorang hamba iaitu hamba kepada Allah Ta'ala Yang Maha Kuasa..Always treats people like what we want to be treated as..

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2012.. semoga tahun depan akan menjadi tahun yang lebih baik dari tahun yang lepas2..